Well, I am starting this post the night before I go to the doctor (4/22). Tomorrow (4/23) she is suppose to strip my membranes, but like I mentioned before... I am not so sure I want to do that. I woke up with contractions at 5 am this morning, they have been roughly 7 minutes apart...ALL DAY!!!! Once they hit 5 minutes I am suppose to go to the hospital. I am partly terrified of when that is going to happen. Let me just say, CONTRACTIONS SUCK!!! For those of you reading who don't know what they feel like, they are like the worst period cramps imaginable coupled with major back pain. OUCHIE!!!!! Maybe since I am already having them I won't need to get my membranes stripped.... maybe...
Over the past week I have been thinking a lot about how this will be the last couple days, EVER, that it will be just Jordan and I, and despite the fact that I love our son, it makes me sad to know that the relationship we know is coming to an end and a new one is going to begin. It is kind of a scary, yet exciting feeling. I pray that Jordan and I don't get too lost in all this to not be able to remind each other the reason for our little angel, we have him because we love one another. POINT BLANK.
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